Bitching is not the only thing I do.

yes, I know that every time I post, I gripe. But frankly, there is a lot of gripe about in this job. But just to show that I do in fact, do other fun things, here's a snapshot of my weekend.

Brad and I went to San Francisco to hang out for a couple of days. (I tried to avoid parts of the city where I would be able to glimpse a hospital)




And this is my my fledgling attempts at photography with my new camera in Golden Gate Park.




I think brad and I sorta needed this weekend away.



One of my favorite used bookstores in the Mission!!

Dysthymic

It's been a couple of months since I've posted, not because there's been nothing to say but because residency seems to be sucking up most of my energy. I don't think I'm depressed, I'm more just "blue".

I had kind of a rough Peds ED rotation, and since then my motivation is just not there. I mean, there's only so many times I can get up smiling after being knocked down and intern year is all about being knocked down. And look, this is my second intern year!! Stuff that used to not bother me now increasingly make me either upset or anxious. Things I could just brush off before I incessantly think about now.

I always complain about leaving the program and I threaten constantly (mostly-jokingly) about leaving, but if my anxiety ridden stressed out life doesn't improve,I might have to. My third year starts in one month (with my first real resident rotations), so here's to hoping life improves.